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About ~BDG~

Mother, Wife, runner, fitness enthusiast, social butterfly bound and determined to make the second half of her life even better than the first.

Week 22 Reflections

This week I easily found a couple of things to share.  Every week I wonder what I’ll write about and every week I find something to say on my electronic diary.  Here are this week’s Proliferations.

This week I’ve invested in Keto.  I am already halfway there in the way that I eat and if we’re being honest here, people I know on it that do NO exercise are just melting away so I want in on that!  My Mother, whom I am going to visit soon, is on Keto as a necessity for health reasons for her and my stepdad and I thought maybe I should try it so I don’t gag my way through food for a week!

I did not get into the Falmouth Road Race this year. This makes me sad because I have so much fun with my friend Barbara whom I do it with.  Not getting in has slightly altered my thoughts on working out in that I have no reason to make myself run further so I am sticking to my cop-out 3 on run days and continuing my efforts to do something 6 days a week.

 

 

My motivation for a 6-day workout and Keto diet is ….DISNEY!!! My husband is taking me to Disney …. on a  vacation just the two of us for the first time in26 years.  Yeah, you read that right TWENTY-SIX YEARS since we went on vacation just us.  I want to look good and not tire when I am walking around all day for a week.  So all of this is now for that in addition to wanting to live longer.

 

 

Week 21 Reflections

This week I feel like I’m full of “Just Sayin'” thoughts so I’ll just slap them up on the page as they are, like when someone says one great big “HI!” to you without stopping because they are on their way somewhere and can’t stay to chat.

  • Pushing farther beyond where you usually find yourself is just a matter of finding the right reason- Like my memorial day 4.92 mi run when I usually just run 3.  I wanted to run for those who couldn’t as my thanks to them all.  So I did!  Just Sayin!
  • Getting back on track from slump weeks is the greatest feeling.  Just Sayin!
  • Water Water Water is what your body needs so, keep pumping the H2O in and stay hydrated! Just Sayin!
  • A lady infection is a definite reason to NOT go to the gym-  Heat and movement are not the prescribed solution for that so no matter what, you’ll find me staying home till that stuff is fixed. Just Sayin!

Week 20 Reflections

This week I had two revelations that I thought I’d write about.

  • My routine is a never-ending roller coaster ride between more energy and less.  When I workout I feel good and barring one week of the month I feel good. AFTER my workouts now that I’m older I feel wiped out.  I feel more tired after a workout than I have in the past but so it seems is the way of getting older.  Rest becomes more important if you want to keep up a workout routine.
  • Don’t let yardwork fool you, it’s a workout in disguise!  Yup, yardwork is the biggest ruse around!  I think you should get double credit for yard work because it works muscles that you don’t usually work without you even knowing you’re working them out.  Places you didn’t know you had muscles get worked out when you’re out in the yard!  Don’t be fooled friends!

Yard work is really just a…

So I took Thursday and Friday off because I was inducted into the colonoscopy club….WELCOME TO 50!  Yesterday I was struggling with not working out because I had two days off.  I was thinking I would run after I went grocery shopping and that was the plan in my head.  The problem was that I went out into the yard and began gardening.  I started at 8:00 and worked and worked and worked weeding my large garden out front.  It spans the corner of my yard by the street in an arc shape and is about 25 feet long.  It takes the longest to weed because it’so big. I finished weeding around 3:30, shopped then made dinner then finished off by mulching half of the garden.  All the while as I weeded and mulched I was disappointed because I hadn’t run or worked out.  As I was hoofing one bag of mulch after another totaling 25 bags at 20 lbs it occurred to me that I actually did have a hick workout.  I lifted 20 lb bags of mulch which engaged my core and arms, stepped up with each one & farmer carried it across the yard.  I had to have done 200 squats or more throughout the entire day as I weeded and moved.  Lifting the bags also engaged my back muscles.  I did all of this for 8 hours then another hour and a half when I laid the mulch.  That’s a lot of working out for not working out.  That was really sneaky how that workout just slipped in when I wasn’t paying attention!  So today I can feel my workout from yesterday which means I did actually work those muscles which means that I don’t have to feel like I have to run today because after all I’m supposed to be taking it easy.  I feel great and very productive.  I guess it’s all in how you look at it right?  Good job self!

Start & Stop Got Me Like ….

Yesterday I jogged my way through 3.2 miles without stopping.  It seems funny to say that because to me, 3 miles is such a short distance and I’ve been running since 2011 so I SHOULD be able to run that without stopping.  I haven’t done it in a while.  I went to bed around 2:40 am this morning because I was awake when hubster got home then we watched a movie until 2:40 but then the restless rolling around started. I tossed and turned.  I moved locations then went back to my bed for about an hour of sleep or so.  I don’t stay up late, I don’t usually lose sleep and I haven’t run a straight 3 miles in a long time.  It’s funny how something that was a no brainer not long ago when I was in training can now be something I’m giving myself kudos for.  LOL.  In the last few weeks of struggling to hit 4 days of workouts in a week, 3 miles is a big deal.  I was doing so well going 6 days a week and lately, it’s been one thing after another getting in the way of putting up a six week.  4 is something that many don’t even get so I’m not complaining, just saying that it’s weird being grateful for something I used to take for granted as a given.  The up and down, back and forth between where I was and where I am making progress then a minor regression to get back on track like Groundhog Day. Story of my life and I’m ok with that cycle because it’s not the cycle of a quitter!

Week 19 Reflections

I just kept writing things down this week. Apparently I had a lot of thoughts!  Here are this weeks reflections:

  1. New foods are good to try – Keto Pancakes are funky but decent.  They are a 20 carb reduction in my foods for the day and a nice change from the cream of wheat which is carb heavy.
  2. It’s good to have a tribe.  Having people who are struggling like you doing the same things you are is almost a necessity.  There are times you will need to be lifted up when you can’t pick yourself up and there will be times that you just need a “good for you” from a stranger.  Being part of a group makes you feel motivated when you’re not, brave when you aren’t and accountable all the time when you don’t want to be.
  3. Focus on what you can do/ did do – Thinking about what isn’t going right and what you didn’t accomplish does nothing to motivate you.  Stop it! If you have a down day where you didn’t give it your all or you couldn’t quite finish what you planned, say it out loud then let it go!  You need to remember that there is a lot that you ARE doing and doing something is better than doing nothing.  Progress, not perfection.
  4. Have a plan. This means a plan that you write down in a book.  Keep to it as best that you can and if you end up varying from it, write that down too along with the WHY you changed your routine.  If you don’t write it down, how can you see where you’ve been.
  5. Don’t be so busy chasing your dreams that you miss the most amazing things in life!  Like this beautiful sight that was just outside my kitchen window this morning.  I could have just looked at it and said wow that’s pretty but I had to get a picture of it and then I shared it with everyone!  Don’t miss life!

 

 

Be Your Own …

I’m always thinking about what I didn’t do, didn’t eat, didn’t achieve.  Something that we need to remember when we get down on ourselves is that we may not have done everything we want but we certainly have done plenty!  Fitness is not only a choice, but it’s also a way of life.  It’s a journey that takes more than a month, more than four months to see the results we want.  There will be down days, bloated days, cheat days and additional and unexpected rest days but that is part of the journey.  Our job is to make it the best journey for ourselves and to try.  Try every day to do even just something.  Movement of some kind.  Some days we work hard and others we do some and call it a day.  That’s ok!  What we should not be doing is looking in the mirror in one bad moment and shaming ourselves.

We aren’t machines except in the fact that if you don’t oil a machine it won’t go.   As I found out nearly to a disastrous ending (but not), put too much oil in and it’s just as bad.  A story for another time.  If we don’t feed our bodies the right stuff in the right quantities, it won’t perform the way we want it to.  PERIOD!

Part of our journey is how we eat.  It’s part of the process of being a better person inside and out.  There are a million fad diets out there and it could take forever to read about all of them.  My suggestion is to do your homework and identify what you want out of your diet then pick a few and read about them then decide what works best for you.  It won’t be right the first time but you’ll tweak it until it is.  It’s all one big experiment and we are the guinea pigs! Don’t give up when at first you don’t succeed, get up and go again and again and again.  I’m tossing around the idea of cutting down on the meats and looking into adding some plant-based foods to my diet.  Not sure where it will lead but I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately and there’s some merit in the correlation that we as a society are as sickly and obese as we are because we consume too much sugar, too much meat and animal products that are chock full of chemicals and preservatives.  Don’t get me wrong, I love me a good cheeseburger, I’m just saying perhaps I can cut down and improve and see what happens.  Jury is out for now.

Week 18 Reflections

New Technology is definitely motivating!

This week I could only see what I wanted so there is just one thought I’m sharing with you.  Over the last two weeks, I’ve made several excuses for taking days off.  This week it was Mon, Thurs, and also taking Saturday off.  Saturday is my regular day off but should be my only.  I have worked out at home a bunch but not as hard as I do at the gym.  something is better than nothing.  Sunday I biked at my house on my stationary bike.   Monday I was tired and sore from mulching and hoofing mulch bags, so I wrote that off as listening to my body.  Tuesday I ran after work.  Wednesday I did my TTSL workout which included 14 minutes on the bike and a little weight/cardio routine.  It didn’t feel like a “workout” in terms of how hard it was but I worked so it counts.

YESTERDAY, however, I didn’t work out.  Why?  BECAUSE I GOT ME A NEW APPLE WATCH!  That was my big birthday present.  I spent all night setting it up and learning how it works.  I can’t wait to workout today just to use my watch!  This thing is amazing and I feel super awesome wearing it.  I got new bands that will be here next week.  It will look a little fancier with a new band for regular everyday wear and I’ll have my sport band and then there will be a red sport band just because I like red things.  Super pumped and ultra-motivated to workout.

Week 17 Reflections

This week what I learned or reiterated to myself was all about me and it had to do with the fact that I  had 3 rest days instead of one.  Now, this was not by design, more by accidental strategy and reasoning. I keep reminding myself of a few things. so I said to myself ……………………………………………….

Here’s what I had to remind myself

  1. I am not as young as I used to be and can’t do the things I used to do in the way I used to do them.  My body complains when I have hard weeks, my knees crunch when I do squats, my cuts don’t heal as fast as they used to and things that used to be easy with no aching afterward are now a little harder.  I’m not Super Woman and need to remember that I need rest days.
  2. I am the only one who cares if I look good in a bathing suit this summer.  I must remember to be realistic about my perception of what I can achieve realistically and be good to my body so it keeps working for me not against me with injuries.
  3. rest is good.  Rest is needed and rest is sometimes more necessary than it is on other weeks.  I’m very good about listening to what my body is telling me.  if I feel sick, I rest.  If I feel tired I cut back and if I’m hungry I feed my machine.  Since I’ve increased my calories, I feel good about it.  I love food so more always makes me happy and I’m fortunate that I like the stuff that is good for me and can do without the bad stuff pretty easily.
  4. This is a marathon, not a sprint so everything in moderation and one day at a time.
  5. Get back on track with counting everything!  You are NOT in compliance with a diet if you only write down MOST of what you eat.   I had a semi-shitty week in terms of eating and I had way too much sugar so it’s time to get back on track.

ZERO Equals…

I took my new measurements today and there were ZERO changes from last month. Z-E-R-O!  Now, this could get me down but given that I’ve almost doubled my calories over the last 4 weeks I would say it’s a good thing that everything is not larger.  On an up note, my weight was down 1.2 pounds which was really what I was concerned with. unnecessarily as it turns out.  It’s a work in progress and the last couple of weeks I’ve had 2 days off back to back for one reason or other but not purposefully.  All this is proof of a couple of things:

 

  1. Your body needs food.
  2. If you fuel it, your body will work for you and will grow stronger and leaner as long as you commit to working hard with a plan for the long term.
  3. The scale is a tool, not the boss.  Do not let the number on the display derail you or make you do stupid things.

 

 

So although there is some tiny part of me that is a little disappointed that I did not see big changes in dimensions, the progress pictures saved the day in that there was definitely positive movement in the right direction.  You can’t expect big changes all the time but you have to work as hard as if you will never see them because change is made one day at a time and only we can initiate it.   Be vigilant in the pursuit of your goals.