I spend many minutes during my daily walks talking with God. I still read the Bible every day and pray as well, but the walks seem to find me working some real stuff through with Him. It’s peaceful outside by myself and because He’s always listening, I can just start talking about whatever is on my mind. I find that talking out loud, for me, helps me really hear what I’m saying. I know that the Lord doesn’t need me to talk out loud because he can hear me always, but sometimes you need to hear yourself in order to really give what you’re going through some real-world perspective. I pretty much throw it all out there from frustrations with age-induced weight gain to questions and concerns about family, menopause, marriage, work, family, etc. I’m always happier and I feel better at the end of our daily talks. Whether it be 1.25 miles or once around the block or my longer 3-mile walk, He listens to me the entire way. I find the things that bother me the most take up my entire 3-mile walk!  He never tires of hearing the same concerns and he never interrupts me. I do laugh a little bit at our daily sessions because I am like …………SQUIRREL! I can be all over the place and I get distracted regularly. I envision Him laughing at me when these occurrences happen because it always does. I think that I amuse Him sometimes just because I can be a lot of work to stay with during our chats.
I’ve prayed throughout my entire life in different capacities. I’ve always believed in God, even when I was little most likely because my mother taught me to believe. I’ve always known that God is near me. I’m pretty sure he protected me from really bad things when my parents were going through a divorce. I feel as though He helped my mother find my stepfather and a place to live. Basically, He has had a hand in making sure I’ve always been ok. I’ve developed a much greater relationship with him since getting married and having children. He was there for me when I was at my lowest, taught me the lessons I need when I was at my stupidest, and he’s rewarded me when I was most in tune with him. I can say that since August I’ve taken a much deeper dive into knowing Him and discovering what He wants me to do with my life. I’ve been humbled, crumbled, and fumbled in front of Him and he always picks me up.
This year I will finish reading the Bible cover to cover. I will say that my life is enriched at having done so as I feel that I have a much needed and greater understanding for the story of Jesus and our Lord Almighty in Heaven. I will re-read for understanding when I finish.  I feel like the second time around you catch things you missed the first time. It’s been on my bucket list if you will, for a while. Some people want to see the Grand Canyon (I do too) and some of us want to read the bible and gain a better understanding of it.
Sometimes during my daily walk, I just think about what I’ve read and ponder some of the ways of old wondering what He thinks of how we as a species behave. Sometimes it’s a quiet walk just thinking to myself without talking. I love having that time to myself and although I’m no longer running, I feel good about the walking I’m doing. I get a lot done out there as I’m putting up 10K, 15K steps in a day. Walks can be useful and productive so I guess I’ll keep walking and talking with God.
I have found that Psalm 86: 1-7 is a great daily prayer
Psalm 86
A prayer of David.
1Â Bend down, OÂ Lord, and hear my prayer;
    answer me, for I need your help.
2Â Protect me, for I am devoted to you.
    Save me, for I serve you and trust you.
    You are my God.
3Â Be merciful to me, O Lord,
    for I am calling on you constantly.
4Â Give me happiness, O Lord,
    for I give myself to you.
5Â O Lord, you are so good, so ready to forgive,
    so full of unfailing love for all who ask for your help.
6Â Listen closely to my prayer, OÂ Lord;
    hear my urgent cry.
7 I will call to you whenever I’m in trouble,
    and you will answer me.